OK, I'm probably going to babble, but whatever, you better get used to it...
So, I was watching Dream Live 5th today (LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE!!! RIKKAI IS DA BEST!!! AND TAKUMI-YUUSHI WAS THERE!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥) and I just remembered that around the same time I watched Dream Live 3rd the last year. You, know, the feelings I got from the old tenimyus (1st and 2nd cast Myus) ... they aren't there anymore. TeniMyu got bigger, got a lot more fans than it had before and it just doesn't have that familiar atmosphere it had. It wasn't that sparkly and enormous like it is now, but ... I just don't know.. I liked it better. You know, I felt like I was home but now? I'm just trying to find my jaw and eyes, but it isn't my home anymore. It's just, something that makes me go "WOW!!!". And I don't know why, but the 3rd and 4th cast.. well they ARE good, I like them, I really do, but before, it was better, I FELT better than now. Maybe it's just me missing the good old days. No, not maybe, I AM missing them. There is a lot more people now and it isn't so.. let's say.. intimate than it was. For example HyouteiMyu, my favorite (summer, winter, doesn't matter, I like them both). And I miss Hyotei, I loved them, I still do. Of course, Rikkai is love, but it just isn't Hyotei. And now when I look at the photosets of Hyotei... Ruito and Takumi, Kazuki and Kenta and others... I just feel like crying. I really miss them. And you know what? I'm not an emotional person ^-^;;; And just like my icon says - Glory days. The days of HyouteiMyu and Dream live 3rd really WERE glory days. My biggest couple obsession is SaiRui and it just hurts me to think they probably won't act together again. And the others, 2nd cast and Hyoutei... You know, my heart Seigaku regulars was 2nd cast, Shirotan-buchou, Aibachi (I know he was a part of 3rd generation, but here, he was the true Fuji, alongside the 2nd cast), Zukki, Arayan, Konii, Adachin, Kaji-chan, Kuji-chan, Yuyan and Yanagi... they were are and forever will be my true Seigaku regulars. I won't forget them! The same goes for Hyotei... Kazuki, Takumi, Ruito, Takuya, KenKen, Koji, Wasshi, Ryo... they will be the tennis team of my dreams.. always... and no-one can replace these two teams.
Boys, I love you!

Okay, now I need a big rest and a shoulder to cry on and then I will be back to normal ^^